I hate it

when my parents plan stuff and don’t tell me about it.

“We’re leaving for Ottawa tomorrow afternoon, pack your stuff for God’s sake!”

“Thanks for telling me earlier! “

“Well you don’t need to know.”

!?!?!? WTF!?!?!?

So we’re leaving for dominican republic. I know when, but not the exact time. I don’t know where. I don’t know what the hotel looks like. Actually, I learned yesterday that we were leaving on january 1st. Not nice.

Olivier.

He’s hot. Now I have to talk to him tomorrow. Hey wish me good luck.

Is it bad

that I have a crush on some guy… yet I don’t know his name?

If we could have one thing…

I really wonder how life would be if we could have ONE thing in our whole life. Say you’ve ALWAYS wanted to go to Paris. You’d just go to this place, and they’d give you tickets for Paris. But it would be the only thing you could ask for in your whole life. The other stuff you’d like, you’d have to wait and work for it. You’d have to let fate decide whether you’ll get it or not. So if you could have this ONE thing, what would it be? When would you get it?

You know, I might sound fucked up, but I’d really like to get someone who loves me. I feel left out. I feel I won’t ever find that special person for me. So if I could get this one thing, it’d be love. But then again, how can someone give you love in a matter of seconds? I’d have to get to know people better, and then maybe I’d end up with someone. But all the guys I’ve tried to do that with ended up hating me. It never works. I’m starting to think it’s a lost cause, and that I should focus on important things. But to me, love is the most important thing.

Here I am.

I got a WordPress. I don’t know if I’ll actually use it, but it was fun.